x- siao eh life -x

2009-06-21T03:20:00.001-07:00

i've move my blog
so i wont blog here anymore.

2009-06-12T22:11:00.000-07:00

meeting melissa and serene afterwards
and i've started my vacation.

2009-06-11T06:27:00.000-07:00

Serial dilution AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
ever since tat miracle incident happens
it really boost my confidence level
what he said make some sense .

2009-06-09T02:48:00.000-07:00

TODAY
if u really love someone
will u ever really give up oh him/her so easily?
just giving an excuses
so if really an obstacle or wad
eg.bad temper or so
humans cant really solve everything just by telling excuses
if u really love someone.
will u told him/her saying that i'm afraid of misunderstanding between us
therefore cant really commit to RS?.
by telling cant solve the obstacle.
the most cruel thing was giving others a false hope
den as time passes u snatch the hope away from him/her
that's the most cruel thing ever.
(ps:i'm just telling my feelings from the bottom of heart not shooting or aimming ppl)

i'm now quite annoyed and irritated
i haf no mood for all stuff
i will not elaborate anymore...

YTD NIGHT
meet up wif ee jun and company
haha it had been quite a while i last seen them
BBQ-ing talking cock thru out
good luck for guards Ee jun haha
den thanks for offering help for my biotech remedials zhixin
who had been my shifu since secondary school days.
as well as yy and not forgetting chua.
Let's meet up someday

2009-06-02T02:12:00.001-07:00

slacking along wif zisheng lol
seriously i'm getting tired as days pass
this is sucks

2009-06-01T01:51:00.000-07:00

i'm looking forward to clear the modules and my favourite bio.
this time round i assuare everythings goes well.

2009-05-31T05:23:00.000-07:00

i felt i'm only one sidded.sigh*

2009-05-06T02:56:00.000-07:00

ok here comes a super long post
basically not quite long or short just nice to read or wad
for my loyal reader lol

class are as usual
but more psp heros now
and everyone are toking abt swine flu symptoms
a slight flu will be send back home etc
lesson are as usual damn boring for me.
looking forward to clear this module.
SW looks like lifeskill now
and i haf been sucessfully exempted from lifeskills
haha that's kinda a good news for me
few new student came join us as well
ppl like SP girl,thaiboy etc... =D

2009-04-20T03:36:00.000-07:00

I really have nothing much to say
everything will soon vanish
and start off with a white paper?

2009-04-15T22:47:00.000-07:00

My biotech class starts on monday
well is really pretty lame for me to tag along
as i alrdy been thru at sch for 2 yrs alrdy

majority of them comes from CPT
and part of them from SEC and one of them are my junior
we chatted while having lunch break.
My CA was oliver. ok. i shall not elaborate more.

When ever i saw you,or either took a quick glare at u
haiz...

2009-04-05T17:35:00.000-07:00

Ok
back to blogging
basically i cant find back my old skin so..?

i guess gonna be the whole april sai kang warrior man.
even took up dishwasher job.
that was pretty cool huh? .

2009-01-10T03:33:00.000-08:00

ytd went back to SP open hse
went into firc
lynn was shocked y i'm here
haha while others too =]
i miss them lah quite some time
chatted wif yuly and evelyn
hahahah long time din really disturb her.
feel so shiok to "supervise" them LOL! =X

before that went to different labs
wif max,yvet,jianhui,weiguang,and max fren.
long time din see those TSO
mr wong,ms teo,james,jon... blah blah
and ms leong was kind enough to intro those equipments
in her labs to them
so it's a privillege
zhixin went for lesson at 2 pm so cant bring ard to tour
very long
after that jp take over haha thank alot
night met them at O BAR LOL
drink and drink
til now abit sick zzzzzzzzzzzz
play abit pool quite exp
well cab home.
my day ended.

each of us haf our own probs too
me included of cos
so don ask me why haha

2008-12-29T02:13:00.000-08:00

i really don know wad to say
when i was in SEC 4NA
i did well for prelims everything so good
my best topic was science Bio chem
my ambitious was eventually become a great technologist(bio/chem)
i even share it to some of my buddies
when on the day i gotten back i saw my bio/chem grades
as well as other stuff
i was poor in maths so i keep on hafing intensive practicing
it paid off a grade 4... but added up? 11 points
i was just shock.11 pts? why? i put in lots of effort.

when i met mr chong tat's my sec4 form teacher while on the way so SP(IA days)
he feel proud of my achievement in ITE and i share my thoughts wif him
my dad my mom... feels the same
the more i shld not let them down and head towards my dream
when i first entered AFS i was kinda sad tat becos of tat 11 points in N LVL
soon after i sorted out my thinking and headed towards my dream.
and it paid off well.
a top 3 in both module in 1st sems
tis eventually boost up my confidence lvl and motivate to work
the first time i get a B?? kinda sad.but soon even more motivated
but at last...
all i given my best the more i have intensive...sigh*
perhaps wad mrs quek say was rather logical
what it belongs to me will eventually belongs to me
and well... probably there's other ways out in life.

just imagine a person high up and a fall... BOOM!! everything gone
and tat fall will be always painful
i don haf any new yr resolution so don ask me now.

2008-12-25T06:55:00.000-08:00

well new life begins straight after tmr. =]
i'm having a bad day today... wtf..

2008-11-30T20:40:00.000-08:00

while looking thru some comments from friendster
i did realise how much i progress
suddenly i miss the days when in initial D =/
the remarkable 86 not remarkable actually
but i just enjoy it alot

went out to study wif dear
but den just 1/2 hrs she complain headache due to lack of slp
so we pause nw and being slacking away,
den after that go walk walk and haf KFC for dinner
that's it.

her bd is coming
i'm kinda stress
but i enjoy being stress
cos my brain is screwed up.

2008-11-09T00:32:00.000-08:00

this is how life is
now my arms and finger are all scar
the scar that remain there lol
the hot glucose burn my finger causing the bister
now it's still there
right arm burned WOW
kao... SAD

4 more days to end tis attachment
kinda feeling weird as don nid to report to FIRC anymore
none of my business!!
lol... well,usually frens will ka jiao me over there
but nvm since it's filled wif laughter HAHAHAHAH

presentation is coming
well.. hahas LET"S ROCK THIS THING!!!!!
=/ and baby is coming back YEA

well suddenly,actually i was looking forward to sat to fetch her up
so i wont elaborate more haha BYE GUYS

2008-11-02T04:13:00.000-08:00

just figure out how to upgrade my psp firmware
i'm such a genius wahahhaha
i spend quite a long time figuring out
finally it's done LOL !!

=/ i just cant wait to see her
am i crazy or wad? haha
msn,phone,sms... i still prefer the real person LOL
well tmr haf to work it's getting bored
well nvm 2 more wks to go
we haf been labelled as "tools"
i haf been see-ing her stupid face btw...
tired of eating humble pie sucks huh?
sian sian sian.
just becos of grade we do this reality

soon gonna presentation
my topic is on some pork
hope my malays frens and coursemate wont mind
LISTEN AT UR OWN RISK
last lap to go
QC? i'm definetly going for a A now.

2008-10-29T06:43:00.001-07:00

2 more wks to go
i'm eager to see her =]
YAY

2008-10-26T20:08:00.000-07:00

Well guys finally i updated right? =]
currently doing some attachments stuff at SP
so far doing well haha RO finally given me a +
which is a good sign

and a few wks ago,my dear little toot toot went
for hongkong for some exchange program yah
do really miss her lots. =/

ytd went for pool wif some buddies at kovan
ee jun came wif his handsome face
ben "improved" version of his crapping skills
jx still the same(probably meet him so many times?)
jp still the same as well
mrs ong came back will haf other gathering
poor jp haf to organise. SAD RIGHT?
okay update u guys soon BYE

2008-07-24T03:19:00.000-07:00

well? i read some stories
while i wish i can be tat noble LOL
but stories is always stories
fairytales will not come true
so guys...be realistic

2008-07-15T02:43:00.000-07:00

i'm back into bloggin haha
basically it had been quite a long time
with my "revival of stupid cpu"

things had gone so far
hopefully the things i predicted wont come true.
times and times
i just felt like?
probably i should not have tis feeling wif me
hais it's not my fault...not my fault or perhaps my fault i'm confused
there am i trying my best to bring tis R/S back.
and my prediction
but things are getting much better now
i guess i'm getting influence by some rubbish
stay positive that's wad i can encourage myself
i knew it from the begining ...
i'm just contraditing myself

now i'm just like slowly bit by bit self drifting away from you
probably you may not know how sad am i over this few months
wif tears running down my edge of the eyes w/o u noticing.
and ytd u just let me felt being so comfortable wif you hahas
there u are back to the one i know.
hopefully that's wad i can say.

2008-05-09T06:29:00.000-07:00

hahas
it represent my sincerity
=] i'm happy !! LOL

2008-04-30T02:43:00.000-07:00

many many things happens which i probably predicted the outcome was long ago
i learn many stuff from this setbacks
i sense something going wrong this few days
well just to say or rather to inform
i shall payback for those ppl who ruin my beautiful everything!
i shall let you experiened my pain,my sadness
engulf within it... imersed with my painful thoughts
this is only one way out
i'm back to my old path
A SUCESSFUL FOOD TECHNOLOGIST!
there's no such things as "perfects" humans
even if a perfectionist would make a mistake
and a slight changes to be better is worth it

Love is what committed to each other
Love is what forgive and forget
Love is shapping your partner
Love is unlikely to faded so easily
commitment and trust comes in
things that done with my best
the laughter,the smile,the happy memories,it bound to haf pain.
if a person are determined
even if for a wrong reasons,the person would remains
trying to shape partner.
sigh* since i'm back to my old path,old aim
i'm gonna get it
not forgetting my objective
meanwhile wish you good luck...

you request my trust
i given u
you request things that u wanted
i given u
u promise me something
you broke it.
i wish you all the best.
i'm not a easy opponent,don ever underestimate my capabilities.
the most importantly is to win yourself.

bye folks wont be updating so soon
life is busy with plenty of stuff

-Embrace your dreams,protect your honor-

2008-03-17T02:28:00.000-07:00

just in a over night time
i lost something
my tears drop
as i close my eyes
memories keep flashing.
now i had came into a decision.

2008-03-13T19:48:00.001-07:00

To my special someone,

From time and time,as we progress as one.
the feeling of love getting stronger and stronger
as the feeling was getting stronger
impact of sadness is are getting huge
thanks for giving me such a beautiful puzzle
you always be such a beautiful figure in my heart
my beautiful figure was ruin in one day
my heart aches... voice calling me to stop
the voice... give up~ give up~
the mind keep having flashback of the scenario
i saw a familiar shoulder to lean on
a familiar hands that holding me,guiding me out
i notice,i was "her" hugging me tightly
dont give up... i love you...

Ended: sIaOeH -demoralize state-

2008-03-13T06:46:00.000-07:00

i overheard some shit stuff
which piss me off greatly.
nth to say.

2008-02-13T03:41:00.000-08:00

i can be humilated
i can be look down
i can be alone
actually i dont mind
cos i used to be with quite a few frens
who really understand me well
i can be humilated by other ppl
i dont mind
i can be look down by other ppl
i dont mind too
as long as i understand wad am i doing
but just simply that i just hate when my loves one
look down on me...don understand me well
i still rmb there's a incident involve my mom
it takes me days to get over it.
saying until my character was like that
so what for doing so good where as in your eyes i'm a useless guy.
so be it... my loves one...

deep inside was aching seriously
i felt no energy flowing through my body
my knuckles was trembling with pain
but never would i give up and just keep trying
what's me in your eyes?

2008-01-27T04:10:00.000-08:00

sigh*
i failed my O maths
while my dad just simply told me
you take this subject by your own will
we sponser you
yet you come back with this grades
when morning
he was expecting some good news...
i felt so guilty
and i reflect on myself.
after this all shit stuff
i came into a conclusion. =]
neverless,i wont give up.

went to timezone hougang mall
this little kid here
wanna challenge me lols
although his rank is A8
more greater den me eh.
but he's way too slow.
might as well give me his A8 rank.

den initial d v3
again more kids
why so many kids on hougang mall huh?
more kids den usual
one china kid keep bragging about his lvl 15 car
to me lols
so lame huh nowadays kids
slow and brag alot.
kids everywhere hais
mrs ong went to overseas
hope you have a safe journey =]
i miss you LOLS.
alrite bye!

2008-01-20T05:04:00.000-08:00

Suddenly while see-ing some people around
i gonna share some of my exciting initial d v3 days.

first of all
Team Oni-Kage recruited me as their players.
so i trained with them times and times
with my AE86.

the downhill legend begins
where i'm exposed to different opponents
soon,i was also known as the fastest
in akina. even v2... my techniques was
utilized...
soon,Team Emperor had came
this time.. just playing some friendly matches
with their downhill player
where cames my blood was blooding
where what can i say,he was good.
so manage to defeat him just a slight metres away.phew
soon conflicts break out
i left Team Oni-Kage.

my techniques was even getting sharper
even if raining condition or snowing
i can seems to be at the speed i wanted.
it was rather amazing
so i being to travel from places to places
with a new team Trueno-Force
being to defeat more opponents
and expose to different opponent style.
that's the exciting event
of the Ex- Legend Of Akina 86 LOLS

it's kind of memorable this days
i made some frens who shared the same passion.

schools.
the feelings is getting back
soon i gonna boost it up greatly
it seems no choice
noob means noob okay. LOLS
bye.

2008-01-18T04:34:00.000-08:00

it seems long time that i din blog about my stuff.

start of 2008
-i met the first yr. i saw diana lols now there's other cvss ppl who join food industry.
-i focus my "aim" as well to claim back what ever belongs to me.

since no longer the fact... i shall eliminate who ever came in my way as this is last year
so now,all i can do was to boost it up...
mr tong was gone lols
i miss his craps.LOLS =D

so my timetable was packed.it's so tiring after focusing on school...my mentality state was down.
den my group changed. shirong,sufy,rachel and me.
that's all.

some "big" stuff suddenly pop up ytd
i dont even noe...
i'm worried...
suddenly
things goes wrong...
just a slight view of humans negative thoughts.
now i haf learn
i shall not bring in my emotional stuff along with me.
no matter in school or work place
i shall never let anything like my personal and emotional stuff
affect my capabilities...
that's what i know
i dun wanna remember this days.
i swear
i wont let my emotional stuff affect my capabilities...
never again...

2007-12-29T04:05:00.000-08:00

hais. it's all abt my nyaa gold expeditions
DAY 1
we do some kayaking..
although i dont really like kayak
but it's ok to learn some skills.
games IC did a gud job
my body not feeling that well
i cant seems to sing along.
ok nite time.
i taken some panadol and went back to rest.
was thinking of some stuff.

DAY 2
last day of kayaking
instructor Aaron said our group are potential.
ms yio,me and zhi ling
hahas
rescure was difficult
but at last we did it.
den games
cant really enjoy.
at nite... my headache went worse
should blame on my hot temperatment bah
i keep coughing for the whole nite
the nite seems to be like a hell for me.
while thinking of some stuff
i decided to went "romantic" wif my ah xin.
thanks for ur listening ears dear <3

DAY 3
manage to get some enegry
ok after eating breakfast
we set off
changi jetty
while we reach the checkpt bus stop
my headache and cough get worse
so i decided to take a bus
while on the way...
it's really getting worsen
but neverless i tell myself to hang on after today.
soon reach there,meet up with them
my body tells me to stop
so i was being send off my ms lin de lao gong,mr goh
thanks for ur help over these few days
by keep sending our fellow student back home.
i got a infected respirating system
must rest well.
so i completed the half & 1 trekking expedition
finally came to a pause.
nth much to say.
the feeling that i'm feeling now
as if when u almost reach ur goal,u break down.

2007-12-26T01:03:00.000-08:00

some ppl here are like thorns in my eyes...
nth much to say.
soon,you can go fuck off liao. LOLS

2007-12-16T20:16:00.000-08:00

hahas
while thinking of tis yr
what haf i done?
what haf i achieve?
i do achieve n done quite alot of stuff.
i made frens.
i achieve in terms of academic.
i achieve in terms of CCA.
lastly i known her... =)
so...tis yr?
soon came to the end.
next yr?
soon gonna achieve other stuff in mind
i got some planning in mind too.
hahas,wish me luck... =D

2007-12-12T21:38:00.000-08:00

Dear Me
izzit really worth it?
izzit really worth my effort?
the things going...
sometimes just wondering...
perhaps...
while...
it's time...
agressive...
seizing every opportunities...
i dont care what shit is my rivial are...
just eliminate...
ELIMINATE...

2007-12-10T17:52:00.000-08:00

went for the IA briefing
kind of lame
toking abt the posture stuff like that
we are require to write a resume...
they tok abt the handshake things like that
just like the communication skills
so lame wasted all my time so sian too.
hahas
after that send my kundo girl home
i went to watch some TV
suddenly went to drive lah.
Devil Z 820 Hp wahahahaha
kelvin was an asshole lah
keep hao-lianing to me whenever he lose
nvm lah.hahas
fast means fast =P
okie.BYE everyone...

2007-12-09T04:20:00.000-08:00

i learn about many stuff on relationship.
to love is just like giving all out without any regrets or complain
and alot of bao rong.
to be loved is like those sweet talks kind of stuff.
so,they must haf a well-balance...
more of "to be loved" or "to love" will eventually end up no where.
that's wad my biao jie told me
while me also haf my own view lah.
i just wonder why
girls like to tok abt relationships huh?
nvm anyway,since she wanna share
some of her words do sounds logical.

i wanna devote my time from now.
in terms of academic,relationship or entertainment
CL is back agn next yr
for the IA.
my confidence level... ever since that thing
it's rise...
i hope i wont be too overconfident or arrogant
only if there are ppl pissing me off.
it does not really matters,there's someone to "hold me back" =)
i wanna spend more time wif u
every singe second of my life...

lastly my Devil Z
i wanna full-tuned it
tmr will be my Return Of Devil Z 820 HP xD
i wanna set the best setting for it.
so begining to search for some info
abt the wheel rims...
the wheel rims seems to be smooth exit after each cornering compare
to previous one i used...
alrite..

2007-12-05T03:38:00.000-08:00

it's so bored
after all tis shit
i still nid to get back to sch.
more proposal n stuff for me to do
wth?
mr tong tok everything
before he go off next yr
event will sure ran smoothly =)
new badges of member comes in...
kind of great huh?
of cos last yr to go.

it's kind of shiok eh
den see my maths results
just nice i got the cert.
although not so good
i dun nid to wry abt L1 R5 mah.
okay zhixin
i'll meet u after my 2 yrs
LOLS!! =)
just usual today getting stomach pain
toking some cock wif the same old person
thats how exciting life is
ssssssssiiiiiii harrrrrrr!!!!!
i just enjoy screaming at sch during night.

2007-12-03T05:09:00.000-08:00

got other test
soon tests are gonna finish =)
determine my results.
i haf enouf confidence to get into poly =)
feel is the essential part
while doing the test
suddenly a urge to score flow within me.
i hope tis feel is not something wrong...
or suay wadeva
tis my last lap for tis year
hope to do well...=D
at last,chionging for the first 6 mths worth it.
now approaching the next challenge will be our IA.

just morning
i felt so tired...zZzzZZz
so bored n tired.
i slp a little on the library n woke up
to tok some cock with them.
bored...
siiiiii harr!!

2007-12-01T09:51:00.000-08:00

ANYTHING ASK ME IN PERSON!
BYE BYE FOLKS ....

2007-11-28T03:57:00.000-08:00

the feeling was back again
tis time round just dunnoe why.
what am i feeling tis huh?
the feeling was quite familiar
used to feel like tis from the past.
now i'm feeling the same old feel again.
everything we do must have a feel?

doing tutorial...tutorial
BORING everytime go lesson i steam >.>
den chiong finish tgt with jy n wg.
end up crapping...
ahahahahaha..
cos finish mah
so funny eh.?must really go temple pray HUAT AR!!

why so many things going on eh?
why just cant peace and harmony?
alot of stuff...hais,bored.

2007-11-20T04:47:00.000-08:00

i had decided
not to waste any time for tis kind of noobs
keep on pissing me off.
y should i bother?
just be myself,be happy,score well AND DONT GIVE A DAMN! xD
yeah.?
it make some sense to me.=)

i'm eager to haf wangan midnight maximum tune 3 on my psp
too bad
my direction button... haiss
eunice came back with a "BIG" LEG
omg! thxs god that just only the leg lah.
that's all my day end
toking some crap to the same usual ppl
i overslept in the library too -.-

2007-11-18T03:50:00.001-08:00

days after days
it seems that i'm approaching my goals.
hopefully...=)

2007-11-17T17:57:00.000-08:00

recently busying with the food science club task
the course synopsis
as well as the next yr coming event.
proposal n invitation card i had already drafted out
just to get more sponsership from the companies.
hais.so much stuff to do.
i just wry abt my team lah.
hopefully,after the course synopsis,mr tong put other
team into my charge.project or the operation hahas.

went for the sushi workshop
was quite nice,the operation went smoothly hahas.
i manage to make some sushi
den no stomach ache
ltr gonna report to work agn.
kind was so bored lah.
23 nov other task loh
entertain those guest,visitors lah
i'm looking forward to it =)

recently,haolian kia do piss me off
as long as dont come and disturb me
i'll be peace with u
noted: weak means weak.no point of comparing
just that i dont want to speak until so bad
i can choose to speak like that too.
just to tell u that i can easily crush u with
my foundation of knowledge.
y compare n compare?
so fuck off my sight!!

2007-11-09T05:39:00.000-08:00

hehz.<3
i wish to have a sweet opening with everlasting journey
with my naive thoughts.
sometimes naive sounds good.
cos it's all so simple n sweet ...

went for the meeting agn ..?
tis time round huh?
another job for me.
design a course poster tgt with competition team -.-?
at least my poster stay with the sch
until years where maybe we end up becoming a professional?
the pioneer of fsc left behind our trail.
and laughter too hahas
each of us simply got a role to play lah.
that tong treat us drink -.-? ice holicks?
early in morning tried to tease me.WAT THE FORK?
the day was ended like no mood lah
cos i lost my keys agn luh
must borrow it from my bro agn liao.hahas.

my talents was currently no one recognise it.
or perhaps my character
was seems like cant make it?
it's ok
as long as i'm here.
i believe one day someone would recognise my talents.
hope so...i dont wanna buried in the sand
i just wan to create a rageing career with all i can. =D

2007-11-05T02:23:00.000-08:00

i did a mistake
guess no one can be perfect.
i hope i can be better.

2007-10-31T03:05:00.000-07:00

Mon:
ok,shall blog abt these 2 days.
paper 1 maths was kind of.
roughly i tink i can manage to pass it.
just arrive at yuying sec
secruity guard was so frenly
greeted us with a smile.
den headed to the canteen for some last revision.
saw other candidates revising as well
but,i was searching for a toliet.
and i manage to find it.=D
so we proceed to the hall.
sat down,i felt my blood flowing...reversely.
kind of nervous though.
as the mins goes past.
i seems like getting into mood.
Os maths was difficult
but still,i can manage to pass it.at least
got a C6 mah.

Tues:
paper2,woke up earlier den usual
after that jx called.
ben called too.they are so funny lah.
headed to hougang.sleep.
meeting px for the cable for my mp3
so blur am i forgeting to take from her.

Wed:
return back to sch
i was kind of high mood
as it's finally over.
everything... hahas
den crap as usual
jelly bean was so nice but exp.
i tink i fall in love with it.=D
den late for class test
got nagged by yvette & mr goh
so naggy huh? those fellows -.-
class test? i manage to finish within a few mins
with all question plenty of marks are mine.xD
tis shows smth
hafing the foundation is good rather then studying blindly.
so it does not matters that late eat into the time
as i dont even gif a damn.
den mr ng called
bored.always on something on...

any people wanna volunteer to usher from 5-10 pm 10 nov??
CIP pts awarded -.-?
that how i get cip pts throught AHS club
it sounds so wicked huh?
alot of benefits...LOLS!

2007-10-27T20:58:00.000-07:00

t0day last day 0f revisi0n f0r 0 lvl maths
g00d luck f0r th0se taking 0s my frens
as well as the ite maths class. =)

2007-10-26T20:08:00.000-07:00

home...
haiss
nth much to comment.

went for last o lvl maths lesson
the feeling was ??
abit complicated
i focus on the lesson prelims
mr lim strangle me LOLS
dont wry...
i'll make sure i'll pass it. =)
as well as my endurance.
soon
after all tis things
i can like the past,to ask u out <3 hehz

where i'm still in doubts
wondering the competition teams working ability.
unless they prove me wrong.
i got a rageing ambitious
to lead the competition teams to sucess
as well as the rest
but.the effort not just me alone
but the rest...
so.
prove me wrong guys =)

2007-10-24T02:42:00.000-07:00

i got some fucked up probs at home.
with my mom
so it does affect my mood
my mom says to me...
hurts my pride n confidence.
why shld i do so good whereas
in her eyes i'm just a useless
i got no mood in sch too
just keep on slping n slping
just wanna 4get everything
her words still flowing in my mind...
still wondering
why am i doing so many things
where i'm just a usless trash in your eyes
it does no matter who said it to me.
i just wonder WHY!!?
home now is just a place for me to sleep...
i feel like i dont wanna go home as days past.

today hahas.kind of high
my classmate helps me to celeb it
they got me a choc mouse LOLS
is actually choc moouse.
they are kind of so funny?? -.-
throughout the section.
they tried to make me shy LOLS.
okie.simple but yet i appreciate it very much
thanks.
as well as the old frens LOLS
receive a bd msg from xueying.
while i'm still slping
thanks too.
good luck for ur o lvls
huat arr!!
i love you baby =D

2007-10-18T23:47:00.000-07:00

Fri:
morning went for FSC meeting
the first meeting as a vice president of the club
it seems so ...
i was not in a good mood
i just dunnoe why
suddenly i felt my passion lost agn
why am i feeling tis?
i just wanna do nth and slp rot all day.
somehow,i nid to figure out.
with my low appetite going on recently.
it was damn ... i don wanna say further
probaby,i'll give my very best
to make the club to a greater height
along with my frens.
i got no mood to list to lectures too
but i understand what ms lin was toking abt.
amazing huh?
probaby due to some mental illness kind?
i'm just getting more n more tired
so i brought in a sweet and soon it finish.
and tried to disturb px.
she's my everyday energy supplier...
one day cant disturb her,i felt so weird LOLS!!xDD

Thurs:
go sch as normal
den report to work
don n cathy blame me for phang seh them ytd nite
got wheelchair test mah
so late...lols they are so funny lah.
den haf my supper agn
before that went with px & her cousin
her cousin is so funny
that keep asking questions
just like that kundo -.- last time.
it's cant blame actually.
sooner or later,i gonna be like her too -.-?
maybe. LOLS
i'm drunk after the supper...
stress is getting on my head as days passes.

2007-10-12T00:58:00.000-07:00

nth to do much recently.
cya folks! =]
i ate breakfast be4 going out LOLS

2007-10-10T20:40:00.000-07:00

tis time round hahas
went for prelimnary training
kind of bored
kinda spoilt my mood
feel like giving them each a slap LOLS
i don haf any mood to learn.lols
just dunnoe why the arrangement is like dat.
since it's like that,left it tis way
and i wore that nike shoe
somehow i realise that it got no friction
i fall and hurt my knee
when dat kundo ger help me applied alcohol
it's damn painful...
thank you LOLS
afterthat headed towards hougang
rush finish my dinner meet jx
hah,wad he told me was feelings
everything got feelings
when the feelings is rite,den follow it.
that's how he told me -.-
as i'm damn tired after the whole thingy
went over to downtown
i'm still late
wanna play some wangan,but close lols
ate fries,ice milo
while waiting for my kundo ger come.=]
i don elaborate more after that
i'll been sleeping for the whole night.
tis time round,our celeb is kind of wad i call unique
LOLS!! i wanna laugh
hw abt next mth... i alrdy got some plan
since pineapple rice is definetly a MUST
let's prepare a meal LOLS
sounds romantic huh?
i tink so...
alrite,bye! blog agn next time hehz
afterdat headed home

2007-10-08T21:57:00.000-07:00

suppose to go to sch for maths
end up slping until 12 ++ OMG
den practice some maths sums at home
i borrowed the 10 yrs series from jia xun
hahas.thanks LOLS

just before the day
i was assign in the kitchen training in pepper lunch
i learn abt the gramage of all food items
it's seems so easy
it really lessen my job alot LOLS
the fact is
the beef there is alot of blood there
need to use bare hands
but i dont really give a damn to it xD
after that do kitchen closing
wee ming was a nice guy though =]
he helped me & explain it to me.
nice to work with him lols
as well as some craps going ard.
i'm gonna stop work at nov
F&B partime dont really suits me much
i guess... yeah...
hahas oct 20 xiang gan gonna leave here
lalala~ den me & jian hao was crapping
maybe terence become the next assit manager
ahahahahaha...OMG
we burst into laugher for few mins
before we get into some job done lols.
that's how crap is it.
seriously speaking,i started to see terence buay song.
even wee ming told me
dont need to scare him. o.O
just that i dun wanna be a bad person...LOLS
perhaps that's me. =]
who would want to find trouble when he or she is busy.

2007-10-04T21:07:00.000-07:00

went for report to work at pepper lunch
hahas small but nice bonding
the way i like compared to big hotels or wad
while serving the customer,i was wondering
ohh shit,do i had to learn tis?
japanese greetings+ memorise the cooking method
just in case they dont noe.
just hope that all ppl noe can alrdy
lessen my work too
faster end tis closing shift.
i wanna change shift... xDD
xiang gan was my shifu,assit manager
jian hao was the staff there
as well as don,manager o.O
all of them are quite nice.=]
cathy treat us some beer lols lame huh?
after that do some bonding at my block beside the kopitiam

went for interview for elite badimnton team
tis time round =] reconmend letter hahas
if not i went for pro serve...sadded LOLS
after that went for class chalet.
at changi yacht club b
ohh.full of lizards,the place was quite wulu
the girls keep scaring themselves LOLOLS!!
nth to do much actually first day
just simply walk ard... keep walking n walking
den after that went back. tok some cock.
watch some dvd.hahas one day gone by
second day,mr tong came early morning
brg football n freebies =.=
retarded old man is he...
den whole day keep playin ps2.kind of bored.
den tok more COCK,
here's all the chalet stuff ended.
home sweet home to get some rest
follow by studying with jia xun.alamak...T.T

2007-09-30T19:58:00.000-07:00

meet ben & jx for studying
engross in solving some questions
wooaa time passes by so fast.=/
without me noticing it.
just before
jx mention me abt the couple next to me.
doing some digusting stuff
which i found they are really amazing.
xiao meimei & xiao didi... xDDD
i laugh until stomach burst.LOLSS!

afterthat went pool-ing.
LOLS,i'm still so lousy
but i feel that it's okay.
as it just a game for enjoy LOLS
maximum tune 3 is fun eh.XD
Nissan Fairlady Z S30.
first generation tuned by Kitami.
been really studying hard for it.
meanwhile,it had been a long time
i visit moutains.LOLS
wait until after Os maths =]
after i got my paid.
i gonna went shopping wif her. LOLOL
sounds amazing rite?
CL went for regular shopping now.
indeed who will believe that.!!?
BYE BYE FOLKS!!
cya next date.

2007-09-30T03:59:00.001-07:00

perhaps my silly thought hahas
sry to frighten u
my fragile side...
i got a nightmare
maybe i think too much,resulted a nightmare
it was not a good night for me.

more exciting moments will coming up =]
i noe... thank you.
i love you always.

2007-09-27T21:32:00.000-07:00

getting irritating by some shit ppl recently.
i gave u some face
so i wont wanna to argue or wad.
i can even dont give u any face
just simply kan.
and as well strain the friendship.
i can be alone.
i used to be quite alone
so it does not matters.
as i dont even need a fuckin help.
i wont feel helpless either.
more frens are around me
so it does not matters if i lose some. =]
lastly,i dont noe wad am i toking
tis mindset just simply came into my mind
without me knowing it.
tell me what are frens for?

2007-09-25T20:10:00.000-07:00

i went to learn bicycle
my fellow frens taught me how.
=/ ??
i fall down almost going to drain?
and i got a muscle cramp of my legs?
lastly a minror injury by falling down.
and accidentally hit minsi down. =X
i'm so sry...
next time our cycling session wont be like tis
anymore...hahas =]

so they went for dinner but
i'm meeting the guys for dinner
headed back to hougang.
my mom ask me what did i do agn? LOLS
i'm just simply learn bike hahas.
bathe den apply some cream on it.
feeling much better
get change and meet them.
they also so shock
ask me the same old question
what did u try to do sia?
LOLS...
after eating,slack abit den
went home
cos simply...i'm exhausted after the
whole noon riding and learning bicycle
was a good experience for me.
and my shifu manfred =.=?
as well as the rest. -.-.
cya folks!! =)))

2007-09-24T20:40:00.000-07:00

ahah went into the holidays
ytd met jia xun for some studying session
meanwhile practicing my maths
he taught me how to express tis n dat
which i already noe
but just to reinforce my knowledge
keep doing the same question
borrow cvss prelims to practice.it's tough
from the behind
neverless,i wont gave up
just as i thoughht...
went home practice maths agn
hahahs,i'm gonna become a nerd soon
with my own fomula to calculate stuff.
sian...how i wish everything faster end.

i'm glad to haf u by my side
i wish our r/s will get stronger
it will be able to take test
as well as able to overcome probs
although it's abit naive.
naive also is not a bad thing
at least it's just a simple love.
nth complicated abt it.

frens change
ppl change
attitute change
i heard from him i was damn shock
a sch,a place for us to learn n enjoy
become a place that fights for position
it's scary...
ppl becoming arrogant as he or she get good marks.
i guess
i miss the days where we are equal
no such stuff going on
where the strongest teach the peers...
where harmony lies.
i miss the old days... truly

2007-09-16T19:07:00.000-07:00

back in the mountain pass with my AE86.
just simply played a few rounds while waiting for someone.
akina lake clockwise and wet.
2.49... quite fast e timing for it.
but still neverless,i'll improve.
prepare for tis yr UGC
if there's a qualifying map CALL AKINA LAKE
i'm definetly in for sure LOLS!! xD

went for a movie evan almighty
ahahahha so funny.
the god's face was kind of stupid.
den his funny action
make me kind of laugh until burst.
it does not haf any neoprint shops ard..=/
just thinking that
i wanna go for overseas attachment.
i'm aimming for one.
usually,the goals i'm aimming,i'll tried hard to get.
so...if really i got the chance.
i dunnoe wad am i gonna do LOLS.
such a blur sotong am i.hahas.
den went superdogs for some dinner
the chilli cheese fries was great
fragrance* hahas
mouthfeel also not bad.
den headed potong pasir and send my kundo back her home.
afterthat is my turn to send my ownself home.
just a few mins
dad was asking me some question.
lols,lastly
i'm back to my own lalaland to meet my princess kundo xD
next day was here blogging it.
ltr theories lesson will be at 1.30
kind of so shiok.
theories agn...
i'm bored...
afterall i'm still a ordinary guy hu is learning tgt wif u guys.
not that everything i noe.
i'll definetly GO POLY...
that's always my dreams.
ok ended
SIGN OFF FOLKS! xD

2007-09-11T05:40:00.000-07:00

i just wanna give my best.
my mood is getting stronger and stronger.
no longer used to be like the past.
now,i'm "aggressive" towards challenges
just bring it,i'll promised
i'll do my best.

just dunnoe why
i'm just happy
lols...from the start to the past.
nth can described my mood.hehz
end off.

2007-09-06T23:17:00.000-07:00

hahas,back updating this blog again.
do u guys miss me? hehz
just busying with sch work,nyaa
today my groupmate presented 2 work to mrs raj.
awww.how suck was she.lols
when it came my turn
my slide was interrupted.suay ah.
nvm as long as she like our concept can liao.
i just need your damn module to pass
in order to get to poly
i just need to be more tolerance towards u
after i graduation swee swee from this "spare tire"
i'll definetly make sure i say those nasty words in front of you
suppose to head for the campsite
to look for some trekking path
since the boss say dont nid
i shall not bother,making use of my free time.
do the stuff i like most. my little bro
gonna become pig soon slp n slp during holidays.
stupid kiddo... -_-
after that lecture
so my dear little nono now change her role
she's now my sergent.teaching me how to do that curves LOLS!!
as well as yvette.lols
so fortunate am i,to have 2 so call "sergent" ard me.
how stupid was that man.
i guess i need more practice.my clumsy hands
but i feel that is okay. xD

i just wanna say.
i'll make u smile everyday. xD
___the completed puzzle with you & me___ ( updated )

2007-08-22T05:09:00.000-07:00

went for the wheelchair repairing session.
stupid hammer make me hammer my own hands -_-
and that "mercedes" car so hard to fix back the brakes.
it's much more hard
imagine it's a car
and u are the one who tune it up.take months to complete it
after that had a awful stomach pain.
aw...rush home LOLS -_-

i'm getting faster and faster
although not so fast as them
i'll improve soon
i need a video to supervise my tech
to brush up that new tech
the brake cancel... xD
sounds cool man?LOLS
i'm playing for tis yr
so sad...
i wonder if i can tyco abit
went qualify for the whole thing anot
just that it's hard to tyco
as NY3OC , S^A^D are damn fast team
not forgetting the emperors
wif boon bing last yr top champion...zZzzZ
but still,i wont give up.
i'll beat u all down one by one wif tis 86
trust me...
the new downhill legend shall born xD

2007-08-18T02:46:00.000-07:00

things happens so fast
just a few mths things changes so.
they used to be such a good fren
as i can see,dey tok,dey laugh tgt
dey enjoy each other accompany
now,they just like normal colleages.
it seems that wasted...
such frenship build was gone.

and valerie divorced le.
just somehow dunnoe why.
perhaps my thinking was naive.
in the the place u love the person
married her,yet divorce in the end?
den love is for shuang?
perhaps maybe valerie spend too much on work itself
did not really spend time with her husband
tis cant really be...how can it be?
it' hard for me to see it
as it is a long long story
julin will update me agn in somedays.
there's a nice guy fren she got.
perhaps soon got ppl date her out LOLS .
both of them are so nice
although val often bully me -_-?
i can see she's a nice person.
i found out tis stuff today during morning
when julin msg me...
hope things would turn out good.
maybe it's a blessing in disguise.

love,is to committed to each other
love,is to forgive n forget
love,is to able to take the test
i'm now really cherish ppl around me
including my frens,buddies...
i do that cos i treat u as one.
i dun wanna end up like ??
cos i do...
so? smile =)
cheers*

2007-08-12T03:08:00.000-07:00

my happiest moment
i wish could stay wif me forever
we create things in our hands
not lies in fate
i'm gonna defy fate right now.grrrr.xD

2007-08-09T03:06:00.000-07:00

busy work busy shedule.
i promise u. =)

alrite recently still busying wif sch stuff
i now do not haf enouf time.
i wish i could extend my time too
hahas,just after oct.
my time shedule will be loosen abit.
went for the wheel chair repairing session wif andee
a first few hrs was bored.
after that that miracle nescafe wake me up.
the chinese physician uncle was so cute lah
wanna lobang me n weixuan back to north side.
he n his son stay at serangoon. LOLS.
but still his hao yi was rejected by me.
cos cos cos...ermm?? LOLS

nite went for some race
i cant get faster.
a few sec faster at tsubaku
den play until i forget the time.
headed back to buangkok green.
night was so beautiful.
i'll been here alone a few mths ago
just to sorted out my thoughts
but now,is different occasion. =)
a few stars on the wide sky.
one was just shining brightly

i wish,tis moment can last forever until the end.
alrite,back to stuff xD

2007-08-04T04:42:00.000-07:00

now officially begin time atk of ugc
Ultimate Games challenge
where players around s'pore
competeing to be the fastest tis time round
ids4 will be a great event tis yr
new faces are born
old players are making a comeback
more fast rivials tis time round
no more top 50 now dey stricten the ranking system
but i wont give up
i'll taking u down 1 by 1 wif tis 86
see ya guys in sep xD
i miss my frens.lols
i'm racing u guy wif tis 86

2007-08-03T20:51:00.000-07:00

i'm back agn =D
so will be like thinking of stuff etc.
my mind is occupied wif tis yr UGC stuff like that
as well as busy wif sch work.
now,i just always cherish the time n moment
when i be wif u alone.that's all so simple.
that i wish for.soon 1 yr gonna past.
next yr is attachment
tis 2 yrs i'm damn busy like hell
so probaby was she.
spending time for frens,sch work,extra activities.
i just miss the life of the past.
ppl just cant living in its shadow
so,move on... probaby more things will come by.
comparing the previous me n the current me.
a great changes
i begin to take responsible for stuff etc.
i used to be so carefree
without taking so much responsibilty
just felt that it was so tiring to manage tis n that.
guess so,time,situation would change a person
to be even better.that's wad i felt.

previous nite was doing some recap
time indeed flies.
soon no moment i'm gonna graduate from ite.
further studies.
i just can viduaize the scene.
some basterd always pour me wet blankets.
i just could not take it.
but neverless
i wont give up.
definetly

____wAiTiNg eNdLeSsLy____

2007-07-29T04:35:00.000-07:00

=/ things are definetly getting better hahs.
trust is the essential part.
perhaps last time is my lack of courage.probaby...
so y bother? let's look forward for some exciting moments =D
i wanna focus on my cca.since i got the chance
i'm gonna make good use of it
it's much better den being reserve rite?
O lvl exams is coming,i'm kind of kan chiong lols
practice gifs u confidence lols
i'm back to my usual lesson on fri
and my intensive maths revision at home.
wish me good LUCK
let's do it together!!

went to hougang plaza wif leonard lols
we played CS n had some dota games.
3 game,first game win,second lose,third lose too
that PL greatly piss me off,he tink he good?lols
i can killed lols so nice eh.wif that chain lightning.xD
we are late for abt 1 hr +? durian meeting ahahs.
den keep chionging durians until very full
now i'm scared of durians.lols
den chit chat do some catching up for awhile
before i headed home to watch some tv.
just nice i saw ivan.
it was like vanish into the world
half a yr saw him onces in sch.how astonishing?
den pui eh came wif his bike.follow by mrs ong
n xueying the rest.
HOME SWEET HOME xDD

2007-07-26T03:58:00.000-07:00

hahs i'm back bloggin agn LOLS
been long time since i log in here

i flash my psp firmware
n i so high playin that dynasty warrior n NFS carbon LOLS
busy wif sch work as usual.
getting a general headstart wif my career LOLS
as well as NYAA camp planing
AHS club meeting too.

fri maths lesson gonna change teacher
mr choy i miss you LOLS
i try* not to poteng anymore LOLS
exams is coming nearer n nearer
i wont let any distraction comes
in terms of PSP.or...??!?
as for the food science
i'm can be able to cope well.
received a fone call frm jia xun
saturday gathering of eatting durians
organise by mrs ong lols
now i forgetton what she look like.
heard from ben the rest say she cut helmet head hair LOLS
can go disturb her liao ahahahhha.
alrite i'm looking forward for tis "exciting durian trip"
while can haf some catching up to do wif them
it had been quite a long time since i chatted wif them hahas.

2007-07-22T05:13:00.000-07:00

anything talk to my hands.
my hands will reply.LOLS xD

2007-07-19T06:22:00.001-07:00

nth to blog much abt recently
anytink ask me in person lols
bye folks ahahaha !!

2007-07-13T02:17:00.000-07:00

my mind is made up
what i really wanted
busy life gonna starts soon
crappings wif ppl is a essential part of my life
as entertainment or wad LOLS

2007-07-11T01:26:00.000-07:00

10/7/2007
jia xun that noob guy got first in cvss chinese oral
how incredible was him LOLS!!
i was shocked to hear tis news hahas
chatted online at night
watch dvd.lol initial d stage 4
one of my fave was that 86 =D
that idiot gal was so lousy in that msn game LOLS =X
keep laggin n hangging -.- so lame LOLS

11/7/2007
i promise myself i gonna be better
to win myself LOLS challenge against myself
the most challenging opponent is not opponent
is within urself.
maths Os is coming
i'm laggin extremly behind by 1 chapter
gonna chiong n chiong.fri n sat no more skip class LOLS
holiday i had enjoy liao.
now come to work
gotten my NYAA GOLD booklet
got to went search for a badminton class hahas.
asking my dad to teach me more skills LOLS.

becus i care.

2007-07-08T05:03:00.000-07:00

free days shall comes to end.
tmr will be sch reopen
busy shedule will be starting soon.
first time being in club commitee
i haf no experience at all
so...please guide me along hahas.
i'll be grateful LOLS
examinations coming soon at oct 29
i somekind of afraid,yuying sec was my
exam hall.alone at there.
so lonely eh.
i'm gonna be the best among the best.
to continue the journey to poly
life there's up n down.so why bother?
since i'm here,i gonna make full use of it.
mom,dad.i promise,after 2 yrs.
i gonna be in poly,definetly!!nth can stop me LOLS!
today went morning wif leonard
play CS chiong CS
tis week is all abt chionging CS -.-
my fave game like time when bored.hehz

7/7/2007
staying at home
saving $ just simply lazy to go out
been spending too much
cos of that initial d stage 4 lols
when i see team S^A^D on their time atk
i realise,they turn corners much even faster den me.
cant blame lols
i only tried the second time on it.
just simply too exp compared to v3
i wanna win that top 3,free tickets to jap
rep singapore to race. hahas,seems too far frm it
tsubaku n akina gutters now are so hard to master
it's drift style
i dun haf any videos to learn frm it.
damn...just nid to memorise the course.
everytink was in drift style mode.cant simply adapt LOLS
thats my day in home.
while thinking of how do i turn corners faster.

6/7/2007
morning online chatted awhile
receive a call
headed to hougang plaza play lan
CS agn of course-.-
tis time round NOEL,marcus,clemen a few dunnoe ones
came to play lol
ARTIC MAP boom boom!! ahahahahas
so funny,marcus was pro eh.hahas
played until nite
abit seh...headed home rest awhile.,i so i fall aslp
suddenly woke up,i notice i 4get to do sometink
LOLS!! i'm so blur
i saw jordan that racing team agn
went up n say hi
but den all of them ignore me LOLS
so i just follow wad i wanted to do.
do my face look funny? LOLS
first time like tis laugh n laugh non-stop -.-
here's my day ended by dad asking me questions.lalala~

2007-07-05T20:36:00.000-07:00

5/6/2007
went for a jogging session wif bro
den headed home chatted online.
1.45 meeting the badminton guys
went AMK HUB.ZoneX for some race wif them
Initial D stage 4.finally cleared myogi
saw shirong wif her fren.after that
meet them at food court headed back to sengkang agn
changed and went to marina chong pang for our dinner gathering.
they called din call any drinks damn.LOLS
only jug n jug of tiger.
seafood was so hot no choice drank a cup
getting "high" lols but i'm still clear
a cup wont knock me down.lalala~
that's all for the gathering
i enjoy crapping wif u guys hehz

4/6/2007
early morning headed to harbour front
saw shirong agn in train LOLS
told my dad that i went sentosa ahaha.
guess wad he say?
are u crazy?dun really gif a damn
meeting px,vettz,max,wx.
soon they come LOLS
px was still as usual so late.
take tram to the destination
soon,hafing some fun in water LOLS
me n wx soon strip n chiong to the water ahahahahh!!
after,the rest came down n join us.
hafing fun splashing water to others mouth LOLS
the salty mouthfeel n sensation ahaha
kao.end-ing wif a ice n water game.
the mouthfeel of i was simply too SALTY LOLS
den take a pic of me being buried by sand.
the sand dey dug looks like coffin.-.-
CYA FOLKS!

2007-07-02T20:39:00.000-07:00

heard the news of initial d stage 4
went immediately to downtown check it out
to my surprise! YAY!!
but i was kinda too exp
$5 for a card,$3 for a game kao.
new games lauch always so exp
wait until it drops the $ ahaha
i just brought a card n completed Akina Lake.
choosen an AE86 for my main.
when i saw the tunning for cars. WAD?
suspension,braking system,drivetrain
all have 7 steps.which means that
i cant race any of them.nid to wait for a long time
to get that racing engine.11 k rpm.
the graphics of game was excellent.
it's english,first time initial d arcade stage brought
a english version LOLS
den afterthat go back home.
meeting the bunch of classmate at cityhall.
we always hang out at cityhall area i notice LOLS
while waiting for the Px
eunice brought her pocket racer for entertainment lols.
grahpic was rather lame,square square one.
but overall its a nices game lah
like mario kart like that,cartoon cartoon square squre -.-
headed to cafe catel for dinner
that pasta suxs,no mouthfeel,no sensation
still can won top 100 signature dish 2005. -.-
the panelist taste bud spoilt eh?
went for next program LOLS
pool-ing.while me n jy went walk around chatting ahah
arrogant ppls are around.
went back i spotted initial d agn.
initial d v3.that's old lalala~
i'm just simply too fast =X
got myself a rank 9 at myogi wet wif my GC8V
den play time crisis wif max.
i dunnoe how to play lah.
train-ed home wif vettz n jh
and lastly,i'm thirsty. BYE FOLKS

2007-07-01T06:43:00.000-07:00

been visting to fuo tang since 2 days ago.
being dragged by mom
say until i need to respect. LOLS
while watching the monks
chanting sutra.it remind me of shaving bald LOLS
it was irritating.i'm fidgeting all over agn.
i just dunnoe why.
i long time din went visit them.
it use to have a dog.so cute
now he's death.the whole place suddenly so quiet.
the "great monk" pass away?
it supposed to be none of my business.
i just wanna see my old neighbours man
headed home,vs KOF wif my bro
lose until dunnoe go where sigh* LOLS
guess so.ahahas
simulation driving games was my best. LOLS!!
fighting games n strategies nah..
CS? artic map? GOOD~ it was my fave man hahahs.

went fuo tang agn morning
kao eh,for some donation of $
to do some good deeds for myself
and next time my career LOLS
good planing huH?
bros wake me up early in morning.
come my room disturb mon mon mon monster KILL =.=
after that que-ing for some vegetarian food.
today holy eh.? it's rare that siao eh gin na do tis
kind of stuff.
after all those eating n lis sutra,my ears pain.LOLS
went to cousin hse ahaha
CS? steam online lols
no lag wahahah good one ass!
ARTIC map whole day.i'm getting seh LOLS.top frag somemore
they just a bunch of noobs wahahaha HIGH LOL
=X i just pester some of my bapok frens for testimonial LOLS

2007-06-29T22:45:00.000-07:00

receive msg from leonard LOLS
den after that meeting him,jia yao,clive,alan,weiming and his fren
LOLS,the HALF LIFE RAID PARTY LOLS!!
went somerset
that bapok so slow,my hands are itchy for a game.
it was so cheap
we played from noon til nite.
until we are so seh LOLS
they even forget to take their ez-link card ahaha
thanks to me n jiayao LOLS
we played a prank on them ahahaha
after that keep walking walking to taka
LOLS,haf dinner
style sia,we treat the place like hougang.
aahahahhha
jiayao even more style
jeans + slipper full time gangster eh.
went all the places FULL SEAT
no peaceful place to have dinner
suddenly saw max wif his fren jiajieLOLS!
aiyo aiyo ahahahaha!
abit seh after playin that half life
keep chionging n chionging... LALALA~
walk to far east EVERY PLACE seems to be FULL
finally theres a place
wahahahha!
i'm starving to death.
den train-ed home. =D
it's really fun gaming
suppose to go eat durians
but it was raining cats n mouse.how sad.

mom recently get piss off by me
i just dunnoe y?
i din really do anytink crazy or wad
just usual gaming wif my siaos
what's wrong?
after getting that results
i just wanna do the stuff i enjoyed
put the poly stuff aside.
y cant i just enjoy,making full use of my holidays
soon schs reopen
my busy life starting soon
maths remedial,AHS club start soon,my module.O lvl maths
i guess i wont haf anytime for gaming like tis.

2007-06-28T21:21:00.000-07:00

i brought a game which cant load.
cant refund,cost me abt $12
how sad was that
i'm so happy at first.suddenly trying to play it
IT CANT LOAD OMG!
i keep trying n trying... it's useless.?
how sad was THAT ARGG!!
so chatted online hahas
=/? i'll get mix up.cos of the contact
same name of the person lalala ~
so confused sometimes.hahas
headed to BUGIS
meet max n vettz
it's really bored
i nid to buy a casing for my psp.
while the girls hunt for "armour" ?? LOLS
$16 for casing like psp.
not worth it.i'm gonna keep hunting.LOLS
den went GL
played ARTIC MAP wif max LOLS
den dota,ehh..haha.
went potong pasir haf dinner
that was simply so humid.keep perspiring.
waste alot of tissue.so on lalala ~
drank 2 times of bubble tea
i love almond LOLS gonna marry almond =D
headed home! hahas.

note:(i'm willing to wait even one thousand yrs)

27/6/2007
went out wif leonard
hahas
guess wad?
ARTIC MAP LOLS
hahas,it had been a long time since i visited lan
i had been visiting lan alot of times during holidays LOLS
guess so,when sch reopen
i dun haf any time to visit lan wif bunch of frens.
so? make good use of the holidays enjoy the stuff i like to do
for eg? CS-ing? going out,crapping,movies,badminton LOLS
just simply love it
a few days after sec reopen
i felt bored LOLS as most buddies are taking Os tis yr sec5.
ok let's work hard towards our common goal
i told my mom my results
she was ... speechless? LOLS
just before that,she keep nagging n nagging
why so no confident of ur dear son LOLS
Poly...
i'm coming.
meanwhile poly stuff put aside
i wanna enjoy the fave stuff i love to do LOLS
BYE!!

2007-06-26T20:20:00.001-07:00

2007-06-26T01:55:00.000-07:00

was out with leonard
boon bing that basterd went to cut hair -.-
went playin CS LOLS
artic map agn
den play 1 v 1 dota hahas
the sight of lester greatly piss me off
how i wish i can deliver u a punch on ur face now.
too bad i'm not the old cl,or else ur be death on plaza.
now,i just wanna enjoy some peaceful life hahas
no trouble? isn't that great rite?
as for jackson? he did not do anytink xialan or wad.
hahas,so he happy i happy LOLS.

keep chiong CS lols
i wonder hu start the trend of asking the siaos to play CS?
it seems that we revive the game
den artic map play awhile
all leave.-.-
after that haf dinner in KFC.
went home after that
ate dinner agn. as mom cooked agn -.-
i'm great,eating 2 dinner
change and headed to AMK hub
for my game hunting.
i sneak out of home
dad told me to stay at home wait for him LOLS

dun haf the game i wanted.
so sad,so headed to jubilee
race awhile eh,i'm alone
no one to race me.so bored.
decided to went home
as i'm walkin towards down the usual bus stop
i saw PX wif her mom.
i cant believe my eyes.LOLS
becus i sneak out of hm,i rushing for time
den i din went to say hello. forgive me idiot =X
reached home,dad was there.i sense a storm coming
he nag n nag n nag,so sissy hahaha!!
in the end,i still nid to go hougang mall wif him
idun wanna be a full-time maria.

2007-06-24T22:41:00.000-07:00

slacking at home
dun feel like going out lazy.hahas
at nite was being dragged out by bro.
wad sia
go mustafa =.=
walk around,den alot of watches shop
and luagages department
levi's jeans too o.O hahas
basically there was bored.
LOLS
i tink i fall in love wif da
samsung MINI N73 LOLS
mp3/4 or wad i tink lols
while thinking of it
i wanna get a new com lah.

2007-06-23T02:28:00.000-07:00

22/6/2007
getting a slightly fever,headache...
i cant really focus too much doing a stuff
neigher my usual hobby.crapping? lols.
plus stomach pain.
went to see a doctor.
the doctor also say i just a slightly fever?
eat wrong stuff etc.
how come eh?.all the stuff are handled wif care.
hygene practice..
i dun get it.
went to ps meeting px,max,jy,dick n jh eh.
ate lunch at ajisen LOLS
PX clumsy hands toppled the water
max kena LOLSS ahahhas.
she's still so clumsy as ever LOLS =X
ate that seafood ramen + baby octupus
nice mouthfeel
jh ate that vocano ramen
nice sensation =D
after that went walk around end up walking in carrefour=.=
nth to do eh.
jia xun called me 5.00 meeting the siaos agn.LOLS
tis time round dey leave early no fun eh
left me,boon bing n leonard
went for dinner den headed back continue our CS
saw boom bing ez-link card foto
i laugh until stomach burst.i cant stand his face.hahahs
play a few artic map
and 1 v 1 dota wif boon bing eh.
he's pro LOLS
getting too seh eh.headed home
take med and slp.
i must be a good boy so that i'll be recovering fast hehz!!

23/6/2007
wake up morning
hafing headache agn.
chat online awhile
went back to rest
i'm too lazy to go out eh
but still end up outside awhile LOLS
after waking up agn
headed to jubilee complex hahas
racing time!!
saw that BNR34,that noob CN9A
making so much comment?
BNR34 huh?
hahas,monster in rain.
i'll been racing in rain quite sometimes.
that noob come v.s me huh?
iroha hillclimb wet =.= zzzZz?
say until i nid to slap him den overtake?
he himself dunnoe even his pickup for CN9A
even if i dun slap,i will definetly pass YOU.
turn so slow yet so kaopei LOLS
even ur homecourse also lost
might as well go home die.
so wad's ur lvl 14? big shot eh? even lvl 31
i dun even gif a single damn to it.
after that R34 v.s shomaru wet
all i had to do is be in front of him
and just keep turning wif the inner line
that's all,victory are mine!!
simply theory also u dun understand.
i bet u definetly brought it from outside
inner line n outter line.
so slow yet make so much comment.
nowadays,ppl are so arrogant.
after dat last battle of downhill
comes a AT LEAST WORTH IT OPPONENT
compared to 2 above.
keep losing at iro.shit eh.
CN9A was fast in iroha afterall.
emperor of iroha.sounds great huh?
downhill rain huh? if AISEH that crap evo were here
R34 wont haf a chance LOLS
since hougang had close down.
those locals had no choice got to travel far abit.
racing in locals are great LOLS.
headed home. BLOGGING
ALRITE
i dunnoe wad ltr's program are abt
maybe it's something crazy
or just watching TV to pass time
i just simply lazy to go out LOLS
BYE FOLKS!!

2007-06-21T02:35:00.000-07:00

21/6/2007
woke up early in morning
headed to report at kallang.
todays other drift show?
i was the director =.= direct them with hand signal
the sun was simply just too hot.
i gonna be zhao ta soon eh?
just simply 1 day,better den nth.
thank you for informing me agn LOLS
as can see i'm a potential director eh? kekez.
after that headed to lavender
to renew my passport.
waiting for long hrs queing to take fotos.
it's so tiring,my energy lvl was low
i din really talk much.just simply wanna
find a spot and rest =D

20/11/2007
suppose to go sentosa suntan hahas
end up cancelling cos raining
lalalalala ~ ~
went back slp agn LOLS abt 3 times
see,i'm amazing rite? kekez
practice some maths question at home
must really practice eh
exams is on the oct 29,30
i'm really scared.
it's just like a nightmare approaching
slowly day by day.
i felt like i was being haunted.
i nid that cert badly.LOLS
no matter what,i must get that cert in all cost LOLS
at nite went plaza
suppose eh? to be a gathering
end up only 4 of us turn up.
so eat ci cha sian1/2
SOMEONE STILL SLPING LIKE A PIG =X
ar bo i can entertain u ahahas JK LOLS!!
went play CS agn at woodball club
leonard was high eh? hahas
den headed home like abt 11 + +
saw zhong he,i scared see wrong tio tai ji eh.=.=
chatted awhile headed home SLP
BACK TO MY LALA LAND FOLKS!!

19/6/2007
can someone define the words frens for me?
my idea of frens was
caring,jokeable LOLS,serious at times,learn tgt,play tgt
enjoy the stuff tgt.enjoying each other accompany.
no conflict happens...
is my opinion wrong?
can really someone come n help me?
lemme change my views.

i just hope that everyone around me
enjoy their days,concentrate of being happy.
is it really difficult?.
meanwhile i just concentrate of being happy hahas.
no use for being angry,sad while u face it wif
a happy mind instead.u gain more den lose more.
i just really dun understand.
some ppl out there,words are so aggressive.
wad is nice of u to be so aggressive?
LALALALA ~ =D

TO MY LOYAL READERS LOLS!!
:everyday is a gain,cherish everyday with wadeva stuff u enjoy.
concentrate of being happy is a gain too.well? y still waiting
LET"S GET HIGH!! =D

2007-06-18T22:47:00.000-07:00

chat online.while waiting for the time to pass
meeting the siaos for billard
hahs,recently CRAZY abt billard

CS was fun huh? playin wif frens LOLS

meeting junxiang at punggol park.
sigh* being emotional is human nature.
cant be blame.
hahas,getting tired,headed home to SLP
today was the BA ZHANG festivial
was getting kind of HIGH?
kekez,BYE !!
my reader LOLS!

2007-06-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

RACE N RACE!!!!!!!!!
saw a lvl 27 guy BNR34
he woop other slowpoke ass.=.=
den i woop his ass hard.
no matter rain,snow or dry
i still can keep up wif u LOLS =D
just dat myogi.sad case.
GDB total speed cant really keep up.
hahas ty for ur 2 lvl gain :D

behind us the ppl so many eh
a bit bu xi guan lah.
hahas,so exciting race
of course many ppl watch eh.
lvl 27 R34 VS GDB lvl 3
hahahahha!!!
slowpoke,guess u brought it from outside
dont you?.still den to make so much comment on my lvl
even i use stock 86,i still can win.
aftertat went home
being drag again
i'm a full time maria now LOLS
cold storage,brought alot of tings
ba zhang was one of them LOLS,drinks,potato chips...
lalala ~ ~
WAHAHAHAHA
i got one ridiculous dream
that i dream of i'm eating ba zhang
guess i was too hungry..
play some CS n dota wif bros
LOSE all the way
but it's okay :D

2007-06-17T02:43:00.001-07:00

bro set up a dota network at home.
LOLS FOC
so play wif him a few match.
went for a game of billard
hahas,learning billard nowadays.
soon,i'll play billard le LOLS

went lot 1 at noon ahahs.
today was the most exciting day
that was the initia D GAMEZONE competition
LOLS of course i'm in
saw alot of familiar faces.
and new faces hahas.some of them were quite fast?
i wonder did my face appear in the magazine?LOLS
i style hair wear the UGC 2006 jersey hahas
get into the finals?din waste my $10
i get to know some frens there hahas.
we talk to each other during break time hahas
looking forward to tis yr UGC match
i predicted that alot of new faces taking part tis time.
guess today was a gaming day for me?
bYe fOlKs!

2007-06-16T04:41:00.000-07:00

15/6/2007
morning woke up.ate breakfast n headed home.
=) i was not in home tonight.
i wanna get some break.
went cousin hse,located at redhills.hahas
sry for the disturb.lols
the night was so quiet,a suitable place
for me to sort of my thoughts.
just like the one in buangkok green
an open space.with the wind breezing on my face.
at last,i sorted my thoughts...
juanping n the rest date me out? at noon
LOLS recently having some CS fever
keep playing CS =.= den go a game of pool n billard
i manage to hit 1 time at last LOLS!
went mac for that leonard
for his quick dinner LOLS
his fries were ate up by us,he left wif nth =D
headed home after that
although i had sorted out my thoughts
something which i cant stand it.
it make my blood boil as the image appear in my mind.

16/6/2007
headed sch early in morning
was like so tired
at mee siam brought by mom :D
thank you LOLS
den reach sch,was in B05-18
but then i walk past it.
i take a look
saw some weird faces LOLS
i din noe that it was a combined class.
saw bryan,sitting down at the oringnal class.
so i walk forward wait wif him
tgt wif a guy? i dunnoe his name hah?
den suddenly
mr CHOY came out from the class.
LOL how sotong am i
headed home wif bus 12,88 as usual
i think that my fone caller id
spoilt or somethink
it display other ppl;s name.
michael date me to the zouk?
for the granado expado raid party?
from noon til dawn?
what the hell is they thinking? LOLS!!
just before that,i saw that slow noob team.
it's none of my business
so u think so high of ur fucking team
while others may not.
yu gi oh is fun huh?
reminds me of the last time.
to be continue......
BYE FOLKS

2007-06-14T20:51:00.000-07:00

afterall,i still belong to the moutain pass.
tis yr ultimate games challenge 2007
i'm back wif my newly brushed up techniques
together wif tis 86,i'm going to take them down 1 by 1.

things come and go.
i learn to haf a better idea of take things easily
of course in my own way
went racing agn.
everytime when i'm unhappy,i just nid a place for me
to vent it
so racing was the one.
i know that it should not be driven wif anger.instead in a calm mind
no matter what
one must do his or her thing in a calm way.
i failed to do that.
whether i'm rite or wrong
can someone plz kindly tell me?.

2007-06-14T05:00:00.000-07:00

somehow,i felt so ?? a complex feeling.
which no words can describe it.
i dunnnoe wad are u thinking.perhaps u
just treating me as a fren,a buddy that
are fun to be wif.
i'll had been taking initiative most of times
of course i do cos i'm a guy.
if you dun wan like tis continue
just frankly say right on my face.
let the struggle stop
let me continue focus on my career.i felt a
struggle within myself.
i just nid a place to blog my thoughts.
a place for me to vent my anger.
a place for me to sorted my thoughts.
i dislike hongsters,dun hong infront of me
or dun blame me for being aggressive.
fucking hongsters.just fuck off my sight!

13/6/2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVE!! :D
was awake by bro =.=? mom n dad
saying that today very happy
gathering dinner at night
it clash wif eve birthday...
so sry that i cant stay long.
at least i turn up awhile
give some face to her.LOLS
i overheard some conversation.
was like feeling so... nvm.
headed to pontong find bro n his wife LOLS
den go to vivo agn -_-?
been really going vivo lots of time
he's treating us,so good
i ate alot of sushi's kekezz :D
i'm going to burn ur pocket LOLS
since u haf rise paid ahahas.
den go off alone to buangkok area
the big huge grass patch
for some stars gazing.
the sky are so wide.
i felt so relaxs...
just hope the moment can pause forever.

12/6/2007
went morning to attend a prize giving ceremony
talking abt the environment stuff etc
den headed awhile to bishan
hahas,long time din went there
was feeling kinda tired.so was she.LOLS
brought a grip for my racket.
den headed home
was thinking abt the environment stuff.
koala bear was so cute?
hahas...
perhaps if mr goh were to appoint me as the
chairman of the club
i might consider joining it LOLS hahas.
alrite.
BYE!

2007-06-12T05:15:00.000-07:00

maybe ur right

it was my fault

i'm so sry...

perhaps,without me is better.

sigh*...

2007-06-11T05:00:00.000-07:00

went for the career tok in morning
hah.! was rather i felt that
it was kind of meaninful.
as i see the prospect of food industry LOLS
but den the old man n the 3 other "BIG SHOT"
was kinda too ? long winded lah
1 ppl answered question can alrdy
i guess,they wan to delay the time.LOLS!! omgosh! -_-?

afternoon rushed home hah
meeting hong tat and juanping at mall LOLS
den after that steven n ben came
we played CS -_-?
a bunch of HIGH kids LOLS!!
den went POOL-ING lah.
hahaz thinking of it
i learn my POOL from hong tat
which make him my shifu LOLS
suddenly hit 1 ball
they made so much comment abt it lah.
LOLSS!! hahhs stupid.LOLS
steven custom made a slipper for ben lah.
looks cool,i wan to a pair too LOLS
basically what steven do was
accidentally step on ben's slipper
den the straps came out O.O!! WOW!!
after that went home get him one
HOME SWEET HOME!!
i'm kind of tired TODAY!!
NOT ENTERTAINING GUEST LOLS!
BYE FOLKS

2007-06-09T20:34:00.000-07:00

i dunnoe wad the hell was going on?
today i get free supper,dad's treating us.
mom brought me a shoe? New balance? =D
although it's not the old version
johnson treat us ice cream? kao -.-
normally as usual
they wont treat me so good,what goes into their head?
are they trying to do anything funny? LOLS
i'll was like living in my own lala land.
where as suddenly everyone treat me so good.

morning wake up as usual,jogging time!! holidays
must haf some exercise in order to win that beijing
sports meet.jogging huh? LOLS den saw my dad walking
strolling in the park.i call him he din notice LOLS
from hougang run until kovan abt a few kms.den take bus
ate breakfast there den bus home.
chat online,ltr meeting dickson,zhu,manfred,eve & shirong
at far east.take a walk,look out for New balance shoe.
after dat farewell!! =) headed to boon keng
meet meet si ling,yvonne,junxiang,jason there hahas
i was late agn =X.they are good person so they wont blame me either
hehz.train-ed to vivo.hafing a walk there
den haf dinner agn tgt?.i ate 2 meals,how amazing i can be.
chit chat awhile,i found out something huh?lols
they are doing well? good to hear that
and that jason finally got himself a girlfriend -.-? crap huh?
LOLS!! junxiang went temasek poly,ACCS
ling n yvonne still taking their Os.
when they ask how am i doing now?
i haf the confidence to say i was enrolled in ITE.
hah,well done lols,i haf overcome my own pressure.
ok the 2 years promise
hope that we buddies will stay forever.
note: junxiang,i'll definetly met u in poly after 2 yrs,hehz

2007-06-08T19:06:00.000-07:00

hah!! mom n dad keep asking me some questions.
i just simply dunnoe how to ans them.
cos it was so lame can?
i bet,when bro's wife came back from taiwan
addition one more ppl asking me question.kao!!?
i gurantee dad that i will not do any thing stupid.LOLS

bro went to overseas,damn him.LOLS so good
i'm looking forward to the dec taiwan trip
wedding dinner =DD ahahhahhha!!! YAY!!!!!!?
i wanna see how fast those taiwan locals can be LOLS
they are fast,i seen their videos
finally can get to witness wif my own eye x)
maybe just went setting a record on Akina Downhill wif my 86?
it's honourable stuff to do
a s'pore no.13 set a record at taiwan
while thinking of it,it make me so "high"

planned to went vivo for a movie.
somehow change to jubilee complex.
and i was late,a few mins become half n hrs LOLS so sry.
it had been along time since i watch movie at jubilee
during the pri sch days lah.
wif fish cake,and xiao qiang LOLS!!
as he dun wanna travel too far probaby lazy?
hah.shrek 3 was a nice show.LOLS
keep laughing n laughing lah.
i ate popcorn until so fulled...=.=?
after that walk ard hub,nth to walk LOLS
look for ice-cream shop? wad i see? none.
den headed home,chat online awhile.
realise something
hah! my confidence level had rise LOLS due to some reasons
i felt that one should not be over confidence
it will led to downfall.how sad.
but then,confidence is the first step to sucess

i admit,i just wan to follow my feeling right now
when the time,atmosphere,and feel is right.
i'm kind of getting that feel.closer and closer.

2007-06-08T01:36:00.000-07:00

it had been along time since i haf a good sleep
button of my laptop is gonna to spoilt
i cant type that fast.

wake up in morning
chat wif ah ping awhile.went back to slp
cant get back slp agn.so call them to swim
hougang swimming complex.
today was rather a lucky day
so many babes :D LOLS
den went back home see the time so early.
so slp agn =.=
woke up it's alrdy so late.
i miss my O lvl mock test.OH SHIT!!
wad can i say.? HOLY!!!?
hope i dun woke up late during the actual one.
dun try any crazy stuff.
hope so.
i'm gonna be a niteowl today.

2007-06-07T01:21:00.000-07:00

finaly ALL EXAMS IS OVER!! YAY!!
SONGBO~=D
can really enjoy my holiday wif a peace of mind.
can date her out too =X
today was kinda tiring day.
focus too much "eye power" on the notes ytd nite.
was kinda feeling like? seh?
went home haf a good slp
din went GL wif them LOLS tired.
it had been a long time since i played pool lols
maybe during holiday shld go try agn.
the sense of satisfaction.

changing module next sememster
been racing for a few days.
was like quite bored.din met any fast rivial =.=
i wonder where do emperor goes?
i miss them so much.
they used to come hougang n race the locals LOLS
where did they go? hah!!?
they make a perfect racing team so far i seen
the top racer last yr 2006 comes from them too.
many places wanna go.
but no chance at all.
simply too lazy or wad?
hong tat ask me out for that marina steamboat agn LOLS
quite sometimes,we dun haf any eatings.
i'm looking forward for it
simply just lazy to open the door...

2007-06-05T05:15:00.000-07:00

finally EC exams was cleared.
it was easy lalalala ~
80% confidence of getting a distinction to throw at ur face.
i'm gonna prove u wrong.

while hafing lunch at sch
received a miss call from ah ping LOLS
just wondering wad he wanna find me?
so return back the call
went to PS ? LOLS so i agreed to go as finally EC is over
ytd hafing a damn intensive EC revision alone.
eh,it was like exhausting task.
and i slept earlier then usual.
just to reward me for being so guai lah.
eh not guai actually,a played a role of rebellion kiddo.xD
the feeling of dun give a damn was shiok?
i dunnoe what am i thinking.just no idea at all...
after that play lan at cathay
wad can i say? the mouse was suxs LOLS!! -_-
den head for dinner at food court
went see for some clothes etc
head home with them by train we are living in the same area
steven was a cockster LOLS =DD
but without pui eh,life is not entertaining.XDD
they wanna drink at yong yu hse?
actually i'm fine wif that
just make sure i dun mummble any secrets out.it's okay to do foolish act
as theres only guys.

alight wif yongyu hah.long time din really tok to him.like abt half a yr?
dey are toking abt the sch event,paliament stuff the debate
where everyone can play a role in that thingy.sounds interestning.
ministers...hahahh x)))
den we tok abt furture career LOLS
what he say to me was like?
i dunnoe how to reply,next time i see u agn,ur be wearing that white lab coat n ur student calling u DR khoo -_-
furture stuff no one can really determined,just hope that everyone can haf a good job,a good partner,and lastly being happy LOLS
HUAT CAI !!!

2007-06-04T04:31:00.000-07:00

what u all want me to do?
say say say!!!!!!!!!!! say until i going to fail like that.
as if i dun wan to be like that
what the fuck are u all trying to do.
am i not serious enough?
if i'm not serious enough,i wont be attending lesson like now.
i'll be going somewhere happy.i dun give a damn to class.what for?
i got the intention of going to poly...
that shows that i took pride in things i do.WTF!!????
now everything i do was wrong.how shit can u be?
ur not me how do u understand i'm not taking it seriously.
I SHALL GET A DISTINCTION BACK!! BASTERD!!...

what a damn day i had.went sch for ms tan consultation
heard from them that we must do every single question
WTF agn???...it piss me off greatly double pissing.
ms tan overall she makes a good teacher i admit but..
her attitute suxs,we came becus we take pride in our work.
better den no one comes rite?.i guess she din experience be4 the
emptiness of the class where no one turn up zzzzzzZz
now i'm getting so fucked up.that i skip her consultation.
hafing some intensive EC at home.
I'M GOING TO SCORED FOR UR EC...ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

2007-06-03T02:51:00.000-07:00

online to continue checking for time table lalala~
the rest are still asleep.wad a pig.den chat for awhile
today was rather a high? or wad... cant explained maybe is high
headed to geylang aviva sport hall for the results of elite badminton team.
too bad.how sad it was,KHOO CHIA LOON---REJECT
WA SAD CASE!!.just i predicted lah
plenty of sad case coming up.that's not the first time alrdy.my $10 gone.
i tink i shld gif up on tis currently i dun wan to think much.

finally,i got the courage now.it ardy pass MAY.end of my 6 mths planing.
i admit that i fear to lose u
but,if i dun really give it a try? that shows something
i stand no chance at all.
i dunnoe how she think of me
or perhaps she just treat me as a fren
no matter what the outcome is...